Kisah Lama #01

Hidup aku dari kecik tidak lah senang mana. dulu seingat aku, kami adik beradik hanya bawa bekalan duit ke sekolah 40sen sehari (awl 90-an). jadi, makanan aku setiap kali rehat hanyalah keropok lekor yang dijual 10sen sebatang. air pulak bawak dari rumah. bila naik ke darjah 5 baru naik sikit duit bekal ke 70 sen sehari. itupun dh cukup banyak bagi aku masa tu.

Dulu di sekolah, setiap kali hari guru. hari raya, atau ada apa-apa jamuan di sekolah, aku tak pernah beli  "junk-food" macam orang lain untuk dikumpul makan ramai-ramai 1 kelas. aku hanya bawa kuih-muih yang mak aku jual, sengaja diasingkan sedikit untuk aku bawa ke sekolah setiap kali ada jamuan makan-makan. Mak aku mmg penjual kuih di kampung.

Setiap malam, aku akan tlg mak aku buat kuih (karipap dan donat). Awal-awal pagi, mak aku bangun untuk goreng semua kuih yang dibuat malam, untuk di hantar ke kedai-kedai kopi sekitar kampung. dan seperti biasa, ayah aku akan menghantar kuih-muih tersebut sebelum menghantar aku ke sekolah. biasanya awal pagi kuih-kuih sudah dihantar sebab mengejar masa untuk hantar aku ke sekolah. dahulu ayah aku hanya menggunakan motor, jadi, ruang dalam raga motor akan penuh dengan kuih-muih, kadang-kala terpaksa ulang-alik 2-3 kali untuk hantar ke kedai berlainan.

... to be continued

Remember...

When u are kid, your parents through a hard time to raise u up.
They didn't sleep when you are sicks.
They didn't go to holiday just because saving money for your education.
They didn't buy luxury car just because saving for your future.
They rarely buy new clothes just to see your clothes are changes every year.

But when you are grow-up and further studies...
you left them alone
you just go to them when you need money
you don't even go to meet them when u are on holiday
you go to picnic with your friends
you go shopping your own stuffs
you forget what they have sacrifice to you

And then come the work phase of your life
you rarely contact them
you buy your big home and car but never invited them to see it
because you think, you get all of this because of your own afford
you forget that who raise you
you forget who give you money when you studies.

Then come the wedding phase,
you never back to their home because your new family need you
you tell them you are busy with new life
you give many other lame excuses
which they will accept it
because they love you, still

Trust me, if you are one of this kind, i hope you will change.
Without your parents you are nothing
even you have good career, good new family
just remember what they have done to you
what kind of sacrifice they have made
never have a heart to break their heart
because they are still your parents
they will answer "that's ok"
but deep in their heart, they are crying
because they feel like missing 1 children
that they have raised
in a very tough times

Once Upon a Time...

When i'm all alone, i remember all the childhood moment with my mum and dad. we didn't come from a rich family. so, when i want to get something, i have to struggle to get it by myself. because i don't want to see my mum and dad have to go through the hard time just because of me. but as a teenagers, i have ever become stupid. i always broke their heart. my mum ever cried because of me.by that time i realize that, what i can get to be that stupid? loitering with rubbish friends, skip school, that was a very stupid mistakes i have ever done in my life. and i am regret until now because i broke their heart so bad by that time.

When i see my mum crying when she knew i'm skip classes, all the memories when i was a little kid come all over my head. all the flashback clearly show how great i am when i was little. i always make my mum smile, proud of me. i still remember when i was at standard 1, i've got number 1 in class. i still remember my mum very happy. even at that class, i'm the poorest students, i just wearing a cheap school shoes. i will always remember that my classmate ever throw my shoes because she said my shoes are ugly. i'm crying and told my mum. she said, that's ok to wear cheap shoes, but u have great brain than them. her words really make me more confident at that time.

Until now, i just live to make them happy. to see they are no longer have to work hard for me. i try my best to help them. i hope i can help them until my last breath. nothing can help me to redeem all the sadness i make when i was teenagers. i hope that every people in this world know how to appreciate their mum and dad. did you realize that, they sacrifice a lot to raise you up. Please think before do something that may hurt their heart. they bring the food from home to work, just to give u enough money to buy in school. they didn't change new clothes just to ensure you will get new school clothes every year.

So children in the world, please respect your parents. without them, u will not exist in this world. don't you ever raise your voice to them because it will hurt them a lot. don't you ever dare to say that your friends are everything, because when u are sad, your parents always there to calm you down since you a little kid. who are you to judge your parents? u have nothing without them!

Serve You Right!

#don't expect girls will always wait. When they made up their mind to stay, take that opportunity to take care of her. 

If you waste that opportunity, you will see she can walk away from your life -- forever.